No, I won't let this be my life. I will do something special. I will do the things I want to do. I will be happy. I will be healthy. And I will have something interesting to write about, rather than rantings and ravings of things past.
I swear sometimes it's like my head is going to explode with the back and forth. Am I crazy or am I just boring? Is there something wrong or am I just lazy? Am I lying to myself? I want to be like the Sara's of the world who laugh and are happy. I don't want to fake it. I want to FEEL it.
Why won't my body let myself do what my mind wants so badly?
This is ridiculous. Thank goodness nobody is reading.
About Me
- Laila
- I'm trying to change my life to become the person I've always wanted to be - myself. Now I just need to know who myself is :)
Friday, December 5, 2008
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